this sky feeling I get when you're near
panda/flroida/24/socially inept

Uh uh, its like uh fucking hell, you know


Gc2_298,  2010

  Jill Greenberg

" In the throws of the ruby red river that flows
Through this darkening concrete devouring ghosts afloat by
I’m with them
Up in the current, taken in whole
I’ve been struggling, strangling others in toe
Have my eyes gone missing?
Imagining sequences, playing back visions
By staring at air, fragmenting in missions
I lost in founding
The loneliest thing in the shape of a fist
That I wish I could bring in this bitter abyss is my petrified heart
Still pounding “

I couldn’t hear this song at a better time. Thank you Lights. You always know just how to fill my heart.

I don’t think I’ll ever not be depressed. 13 years and still going strong.

Dysthymia is a bitch

Anxiety is not rude. Depression is not selfish. Schizophrenia is not wrong. Eating disorders are not a choice. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder is not crazy. Mental illness isn’t self-centred, anymore than cancer is self-centred. It’s a medical illness. — (via changeling1)

(Source: bewilderedapprehension, via falllingfor-you)

Upset by a sterotypical comment, this girl asks Facebook “have white people lost their minds?”


I forgot racism was exclusive to white people…..

comfort flaring in my sheets

capsule hotel, nakagin
i think i love you by Waxahatchee

I wish I was good with words.
Would make my whole woes of my sexuality more thoughtful and prolific.

I can’t even begin to describe my feelings since “coming out” to myself, that I still haven’t explored anything of what that all means. So much rejection led me right back into this fucking dead end trap of self induced torture that is my ex. Its all so vile, and I hate myself ultimately for putting myself back into a hell that I was finally free from.

Im starting to think this is really it for me. This is all there is for me.

lol who the fuck cares

Fuck. Fucking fuck fuuuuckk ugh fuck stop feeling shit godamnit