" In the throws of the ruby red river that flows
Through this darkening concrete devouring ghosts afloat by
I’m with them
Up in the current, taken in whole
I’ve been struggling, strangling others in toe
Have my eyes gone missing?
Imagining sequences, playing back visions
By staring at air, fragmenting in missions
I lost in founding
The loneliest thing in the shape of a fist
That I wish I could bring in this bitter abyss is my petrified heart
Still pounding “
I couldn’t hear this song at a better time. Thank you Lights. You always know just how to fill my heart.
Upset by a sterotypical comment, this girl asks Facebook “have white people lost their minds?”
I forgot racism was exclusive to white people…..
I wish I was good with words.
Would make my whole woes of my sexuality more thoughtful and prolific.
I can’t even begin to describe my feelings since “coming out” to myself, that I still haven’t explored anything of what that all means. So much rejection led me right back into this fucking dead end trap of self induced torture that is my ex. Its all so vile, and I hate myself ultimately for putting myself back into a hell that I was finally free from.
Im starting to think this is really it for me. This is all there is for me.
lol who the fuck cares